cat-self:
handle: cat dreamer
bday: jan.8.xx
'net: artist, writer
rl: college student
petpeeve: grammars



catwalk: c c c c c

affiliates:
semplice . peridot


anime:
got GPX Cyber Formula
(my extra baggage hasn't arrived yet... >x<)

vggame:
Fire Emblem (seisen)
Atelier Marie (once my baggage arrives...)
want to play TTT (chaolan~~~~~)
finally played gensui2 XD

books/manga:
Fire Emblem (gag comics)

comp:
an old pentium w/ PS3LE
no scanner, no tablet


older entries: 3 2 1

Listening to: n/a

Thursday, June 21, 2001 | 12:33 a.m.

status: extremely nervous

Gonna be gone in less than 2 days, and I haven't even started packing yet... @_@_@_@;;;;;; Haven't written my resume either... I think I'll do that once I get to my bro's place............

At least I got a good haircut now. ^-^ ufufufufufufufu~ I've always wanted to try this haircut! XD A somewhat shorter version of Seilan hairstyle~~~~~~ XDDDDDDD Except my part's on the other side, I think. XD My bangs cover up my right eye, which has the better eyesight, so I can't see a thing. XDDD I'll go by a hairpin tomorrow.

Dug out my SAT scores~ My reaction: Wow... I was pretty smart back then! XDDDD

minmei&ari >> I'll miss you guys!!! TxT
And ari, I really hope that you can get a job! >x<

Ryuuen >> Hope you get that summer job! ^^ I didn't know that there was such a camp! XD

Sunday, June 17, 2001 | 02:13 p.m.

minmei >> nga...! @_@ I completely missed your entry, minmei!!! @_@ I oughta check people's blogs the way ari does. XD But anyway... I didn't mean to be slashing the Sg Frontier charas but... XD I guess I was bored 'cause I got stuck with Red's scenario 'cause I did something stupid and was playing over again. XP And RedxRouge looks so cute... I even have a fanfic idea in my head... >x< Not that I'll ever write it. XD There won't be any place to put it. XD

And yup~ I'm a David Gemell fan~ I read Waylander first and was instantly converted. XD Gemell likes to kill off his main charas tho... TxT

Sunday, June 17, 2001 | 11:53 a.m.

Do NOT read this entry if you absolutely ABHOR the idea of lolita complex and I mean it, 'cause I'm not gonna accept any complaints!




So why the warning? 'Cause I think this content's gonna be worse than yaoi. XD

ari's saying she won't ever eat lolipop anymore. XD We were talking about yaoi, lolita/shotacon, the abnormal stuff when ari said "loli...pop" 'cause I was saying "loli" when I was talking about lolita complex.

So then... What I was thinking was... Where does the word "lolipop" come from anyway? If you take apart the words into 'loli' and 'pop'... TxT And I've always had in my mind this image of little girls with lolipops in their mouth (y'know, from commercials) but... *gag* I won't go any further.

If you don't get it, then that's so much the better. XD And if anyone can tell me where the word "lolipop" really comes from, and dispel this misconception, that'll be even better too. XP

ari >> Gonna miss you so much!!!! T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T I hope you'll still be e-here (XD) when I come back! Gonna miss talking with you especially after the career fair... ;_; And I'm gonna miss blogging too... ~_~;;;

Sunday, June 17, 2001 | 01:16 a.m.

funny how people actually go to catnip time from this blog... @_@ I mean...don't you people come from catnip time instead of the other way around!? XD

Sunday, June 17, 2001 | 12:51 a.m.

*frantic* @_@

Gonna leave for Japan in about a week for a career fair, and guess what? They messed up on my hair!!!! T_T I'll NEVER go there again! >x< So I got jagged ends in the back which are longer than the side... #_# And I asked to have my hair curl inside about chin length, and it's curling outside shoulder length!!! >x< So I'm gonna go visit my friend and consult her on what I should do with my hair and go to a haircut place in her town.... T_T

Then for the career fair, there's this e-mail message that I need to print out and bring to it, but I must've accidentally deleted it, 'cause it's not in my inbox anymore... TxT

I did get the suit though, but I almost didn't make it. @_@ They were having a sale at m@cy's, and I went there around 10am, and the big huge parking lots were almost full! @_@ But I did manage to find a place to park, went in and found a suit that will hopefully do... except the skirt's kinda longish by about less than an inch, and so're the sleeves... I couldn't get it adjusted because that would've been done too late... *sigh*

Now all I need to do is copy the resume forms, write them like mad (or do I mean like I'm the bestest person that they should hire? XP), find my SAT scores (because that's the only written proof of my fluency in English 'cause I never took TOEFL or TOEIC ~_~), print out my unofficial transcript and hope that's acceptable, go to the company website that I want to get in, and study all their company data as much as possible (#_#;;), get my hair fixed, and I should be ready to go... *falls and dies*

Another thing's that I'm a Netzero user, and I used up my 40hrs for this month. -_-;;; So I called up my friend, asked for the school connection number and so every minute's costing me right now, I think. =_=; And I've looked at other free ISP, but there just aren't any. I've tried Address.com, but they don't have local number, and Juno but the stupid thing won't work on my comp... Can anyone recommend me a good cheap ISP? ;_;

ari >> Congrats~~~~~~ ^__________^ Kinda wanted to catch you today when I realized what today was. XD Hope it was all good! >:D I'll try to catch ya around before I leave! And thanks for letting me know about that yaoi ranking!! XP~ Hmph! At least zakky's always (well almost) seme! XD I like manly guys (and I don't mean macho! XD).

ryuuen >> waga kokoro no tomo yo~~~~~ *kirakirakira* XDDD ange no ohanashi arigato nano~~~~~ The 2nd OVA's actually about kin-an!? *o* kuuuuuuu! I love her so much more than kuri-an! ^__________^ And about milk... I never knew that there were lactose free milks... @_@ You can drink those at least! XD I'm not lactose intolerant (yet!? XD) but for some reason we buy lactose free milk right now. @_@; Tastes the same to me. XD

Wednesday, June 13, 2001 | 12:43 a.m.

Me and Yaoi - don't read if you don't know what yaoi is or if yaoi offends you

ari got me into it!!!! XDDD Recently, I began playing Saga Frontier again, and what'm I thinking but yaoi pairings... @_@_@_@;;; I only play Red's scenario 'cause I don't like any of the others, and for some reason, I just get more guys in the party than girls. XD Right now, it's Red, Roufas, Fuse, and Rouge... So whenever they do 2 level combos in battles...


FusexRed combo: kyaaaa!!! So that's why Fuse's so mean to Red! He loves Red! XDDD

RoufasxRouge: More like Roufas in love with Rouge, who doesn't really care. XD
Roufas: No...this isn't manly!!!! This can't be!!!!!
Rouge: ....(I can't possibly love an arrogant idiot like him...)

RedxRouge: hauuu~~ cute!!! XDDD A burning red couple! XD
Red: Dammit, Rouge! You get hurt too much! You gotta stick by me!
Rouge: I'm sorry, Red... I don't mean to pull the party's leg...
Red: *blushing* You don't have to apologize! I... I just meant...
Rouge: Red...?
Red: I meant I'll protect you!
*they stare into each other's eyes and...* XDDD
Roufas: Nooo! Come back, Rouge! I love youuuu!!! <- pleading jealous
Fuse: ...You better come back, Red, or else!!!! <-angry jealous XD
XDDD I love 'em all, but Red&Rouge coupling's the cutest. XD Roufas&Rouge coupling's kinda cute too. XD Fuse&Red? I think Fuse'll kill me. XD


I've also been reading books again. For the first time in months! >x< And I don't count school books. I just read Ed Greenwood's "The Kingless Land" which was all right, but I don't think I'll be getting the next book. XD I only got it beause Ed Greenwood's the father of Elminster. XD I liked his Spellfire series too. ^^

But I read David Gemmell's "Winter Warriors," and that got to me more than Greenwood's novel. I wonder why I tend to like British authors more... @_@ They just got this classy style... Or maybe it's just the ones that come over to U.S. I like Louise Cooper and J.V.Jones too. ^-^ But Gemmell's one of my rare fave male authors. (David Weber being the other one.) Even though Gemmell's got a tendency to kill of most of his main charas and even though I tend not to like his heroines, I still like his works... TxT Poor Dagorian... And I was crying when Bison died... ;_; He's not a "likable" person, but... You just have to love him. TxT

Anyway, changing subjects...

ari & ryuuen : Thanks for the cosmetic adivces(!?)~ XDD
ari << I think I need to put foundation on to hide my freckles. XDDDD And the powder and foundation's almost exactly my skin color, so I don't think it'll look too bad even if I take a photo? (If I ever take a photo of me with make-up on, I'll show it to ya. XD)
ryuuen << I thought 'bout going to those cosmetic place, but... Too intimidated. #_#;;;; And I feel like if they told me that something went well with me even if I don't like it, then I might buy it just 'cause I feel obligated to... @_@ I know...I'm so weak-minded. XP
<< I like Randy too~ XDDD He's so likable! XD I wish I could afford the ange ova's. TxT But Collette's the main chara, right? I dun like her, so prolly won't be getting ova even if I see it in a store. XD I'm completely pro-Limoges.

P.S. My comp crashed on me in middle of typing this entry... TxT